Anger wasn’t worth the duration or effort considering the stakes are so incredibly high for a drug addict & alcoholic.

I just don’t have the luxury of being incredibly & justifiably angry anymore considering that leads to ego which leads to the delusion that I can drink and/or use drugs again.

“The persistence of the illusion is astonishing” it says in Chapter 5, How it Works.

“Look to Ourselves…To Retain The Peace.”

“It is a spiritual axiom that every date we are disturbed no matter what the cause, there is something wrong with us.

If somebody hurts us and we are sore, we are in the wrong plus. Could that be part of the craziness that goes on in a Drug Rehab Facility??

I was way to wrapped up in myself to know anything at all. In my case, it meant going to alcohol & drug rehab. When astonished by

something and in need of help, it’s probably a good notion to go to those who are familiar with the problem, able & willing to help. We have found that justified anger ought to be left to those better qualified to handle it.”
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I remember being really angry when I first used to build out about that principal. What does being an alcoholic or a drug addict have to do with any of that? The point was that it wasn’t worth the moment or effort. Indeed. Who’s going to tell me whether or not I can be angry? The point wasn’t whether or not I had the right to be angry about something. Thank goodness!

Of course I had the right to be angry about anything I wanted. I remember being angry about not being able to be angry.

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